Notes-

• "I am only nineteen years of age, but my story is long enough for me to be in my mid thirties.." - Opening line. First chapter about my life, lessons I've learnt, etc..
• Chapter Two; all started when I was fourteen. Explain how I met James*, feelings, what I thought.. Connor* and I break up, how I turn to James*..
• Three; My relationship with James*, meeting up at cinema/local park, fell for him quick but he didn't fall for me - using me for sex.
• Four; Our break up. Thoughts, feelings, etc.
• Five; Getting over him and moving on with life.. Always at back of my head.
• Six; Friends of James' add me and try to get me to meet up with them. Keep telling them no, tease them by saying I'm still James' deep down. Story of his friends trying their best with me. I was sixteen.
• Seven; James starts talking to me again. Feelings all come back. Getting to know him again. Meet up for first time in years - what happened, feelings, etc.
• Eight; Beginning of our relationship, stuff we got up to.. Wrote I love you on his back, he didn't say it back.
• Nine; Spent a night with him, he told me he loves me. Spent more nights with him.. Fell deep in love.
• Ten; spent almost all my time with him. We had a fun relationship and first serious relationship he'd had, we were in love.
• Eleven; Found out I was pregnant. Telling him, telling families. Pregnancy.
• Twelve; Having Lilia*. Being new parents.
• Thirteen; Being a family of three.. Find out I'm pregnant again.
• Fourteen; Reactions, the pregnancy, adjusting to the idea of having two babies.
• Fifteen; We start drifting. His drinking and choosing everything over me and baby. The break up.
• Sixteen; Life after the break up and being a single mum. Feelings still there. Ruining any chances of getting back.
• Seventeen; having Tyler*. Changing to being a mother of two, James being there and all that happened.
• Eighteen; falling back in love with eachother. Thinking we'd be a family.. Ruining things and being broken.
• Nineteen; Summary- realise now I need no one but my kids and the amazing family I already have, etc. James' loss, not mine.

NAMES;

James - Darren

Me - Laura

Lilia - Lily

Connor - Matthew

Tyler - TJ.